Should I just walk away
Or bite my lip and stay?
What would you have me do?
My words are all you hold me to.
I want you to trust me
Believe in what you see,
Know that my words are true
I don’t ever want to lie to you.
Still, it’s getting tricky now
My heart doesn’t know how
To unfeel, unsteal
Images I capture when you’re near.
“The heart knows what it wants”
Yet it haunts
Me in ways hard to express,
The forbidden; unblessed.
I fear my heart is getting too filled
It will be forced to spill,
Leaving a big stain on the floor.
It would be hard to move around;
Impossible to ignore.
So, when the rendering comes due
And I can’t look to you
For the guidance l’ll so desperately need,
I’ll have no choice to make
It will be me I forsake
But for you, my heart will bleed.